You Don't Need Better Mental Health

You need to understand why your current strategies aren't working.

Mental health has become another performance. Another thing to optimise, track, and improve. We measure it in apps, rate it on scales, and chase it through wellness trends like it's a productivity metric.

But what if the problem isn't that you're not mentally healthy enough? What if the problem is that you're exhausting yourself trying to be?

You've been told that mental health means having coping strategies, emotional regulation skills, and positive thinking patterns. But maybe what you actually need is the capacity to stop coping so hard all the time.

The Wellness Performance

We've turned mental health into another self-improvement project. Another area where you're supposed to optimise yourself into a better version. You're supposed to have emotional intelligence, resilience, mindfulness, boundaries, self-compassion - all while maintaining relationships, careers, and the appearance of having it together.

You're performing mental health instead of actually being mentally well.

And the cruel irony? The harder you try to be mentally healthy, the more mentally exhausted you become. Because you're adding another layer of self-monitoring, another standard to meet, another way to fail at being human.

What Mental Health Actually Looks Like

Real mental health isn't about having the right capacities. It's about understanding why you developed the ones you have and whether they're still serving you.

Maybe your hypervigilance isn't a disorder - it's evidence that you learned to survive in an environment where attention kept you safe. Maybe your people-pleasing isn't a character flaw - it's proof that you figured out how to earn love when being yourself felt too risky.

Maybe your emotional numbness isn't dysfunction - it's a brilliant strategy for getting through circumstances that would have overwhelmed you otherwise.

The question isn't whether you have the "right" mental health capacities. The question is: what were you adapting to, and is that adaptation still necessary?

The Capacity to Stop Fixing Yourself

Here's a capacity no one talks about: the ability to exist without constantly trying to improve yourself.

Most people come to therapy wanting to add more capacities to their collection. More emotional regulation. Better boundaries. Improved communication skills. Enhanced resilience.

But what if you're already working too hard? What if your mental health struggles aren't about lacking capacities but about being exhausted from using the wrong ones?

What if you need the capacity to be imperfect, inconsistent, occasionally unreasonable? The capacity to disappoint people sometimes. The capacity to have needs without immediately trying to manage them away.

The Capacity to Feel Bad

We've pathologised discomfort. Every difficult emotion gets labelled as something to be regulated, managed, or overcome. But what if your capacity to feel terrible about terrible things is actually functioning perfectly?

Your depression might not be a mental health deficit - it might be an appropriate response to living a life that doesn't fit you. Your anxiety might not be dysfunction - it might be your nervous system's accurate assessment that something isn't right.

Your anger might not need to be managed - it might need to be listened to.

The capacity to feel bad when things are bad isn't a bug in your mental health system. It's a feature. You're not broken for struggling. You're human for responding.

The Capacity to Stop Performing Connection

Most mental health advice teaches you to be better at relationships. Better at communication, boundaries, conflict resolution. But what if the problem isn't that you're bad at relationships? What if the problem is that you're performing them instead of living them?

You've learned to be emotionally available without being emotionally real. To be supportive without being supported. To be understanding without being understood.

The capacity you need isn't better relationship skills - it's the ability to show up as yourself instead of who you think others need you to be.

This means risking being inconvenient sometimes. Having opinions that create friction. Taking up space even when it's uncomfortable for others.

The Capacity to Disappoint Your Therapist

Even therapy has become another performance. You show up trying to be a "good client" - insightful, motivated, making progress at the right pace. But what if your capacity to be a difficult client is exactly what you need to develop?

What if you need the capacity to be confused, resistant, contradictory? To not know what you're feeling. To regress sometimes. To be more complex than any therapeutic framework can contain.

Real therapy happens when you stop trying to be mentally healthy for your therapist and start being authentically messy instead.

The Capacity to Live Without Answers

The wellness industry sells certainty. Do these five things and you'll be mentally healthy. Practice these skills and you'll be resilient. But what if mental health is actually about tolerating uncertainty?

What if it's about the capacity to not know what you're doing sometimes? To make decisions without guarantees? To live with questions instead of rushing toward answers?

What if it's about accepting that you're more complex than any diagnostic category, more contradictory than any self-help framework, more mysterious than any therapeutic model can fully explain?

What Therapy Actually Offers

Therapy isn't about helping you develop better mental health capacities. It's about understanding why the capacities you have developed make perfect sense, and exploring whether they're still necessary.

It's about creating space for the parts of yourself you've been trying to optimise away. The inconvenient emotions. The difficult needs. The aspects of your personality that don't fit the mental health ideal.

It's about developing tolerance for your own complexity instead of constantly trying to simplify yourself into something more manageable.

This work doesn't make you mentally healthier in the way wellness culture defines it. It makes you more authentically yourself. And sometimes, being authentic feels worse before it feels better.

The Only Capacity That Matters

If you could develop only one mental health capacity, let it be this: the ability to be real instead of right, present instead of perfect, complex instead of convenient.

The capacity to exist without constantly monitoring your mental health performance. To have bad days without treating them as evidence of personal failure. To struggle without immediately trying to fix yourself.

To be human instead of optimal.

Mental health isn't about having the right capacities. It's about understanding why you developed the ones you have, and choosing which ones still serve the life you actually want to live.

You don't need to cultivate anything. You need to stop performing so hard and start being so real.